To stay warm without being burnt, to warm without burning. The middle flame in a complex life at the edge of chaos.
No doubt, in my search for my longing for love, in discovering it in once again for the first time, shifting the colors of my life, my name as it is called and then slowing it all down to a calm pulse of paused reflection I find myself in reflection of all that has been burning so much down with passion unbridled.
I've been burnt.
But the key is to understand that I am not alone in this burning - life is chaos and in that chaos we all get burnt, we all have to sacrifice to discover not what we desire, but what our soul desired purpose is to become.
In all this pain, suffering, it is my hope that in some way it has unlocked some of that conundrum of the complex lives that have touched upon mine.
That my suffering has meaning to the soul of others, and yours to mine.
“What is to give light must endure burning.”
― Viktor E. Frankl, Man's Search for Meaning
Deep in my heart I know that it does, that there is a purpose to this struggle and that is why I continue to write to inspire sharing this light that is Healmonics.
Most of all, this journey has taught me when I have been pulled taut to simply let go and let the Divine, the Beloved Om reverberate that song which finds peace in the middle of the chaos.
zs.