the End

the absurdity of self, other, collective realization has taken me on far different paths beyond all the daze that have been consumed on impressing others pushing pixels in attempt to make sense of the madness, to even, possibly heal something.This blog started as a spiritual healing journey with Age of Aquarius Network AOAN.ORG (which now redirects to a reddit community), blossoming into...

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Little Birds

There is a bird which frequents a stop into my camp site, gentle small and curious.  They hop in through the entrance, gleefully chirping and picking up any scraps to be found from the droppings of cereal that the mice haven't taken for their own.This bird amazed me when it first hopped in and continues to treat me with it's kind curiosities from time to time in my reflections...

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Love is All You Need

When all the words have dropped, spelt, dealt; When all the songs have been sang, sung, done; When all that was, is and has been; All that remains is love. All you need is love. To become, to be as you are was a manifestation of love - for no matter where you are right now, it was an act of love that brought you forth to be at this place, this space, this point in the journey. Love. ...

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O.K.

sorrow, noun 1.  an unspoken intensity of feeling. 2. a spark of transcendence that punctuates the flatlining banality of everyday life. 3. a healthy kind of ache—like the ache in your muscles after hard exercise—that reminds you that your body exists. So, I think most people instinctively think of a spectrum of good or bad emotions, like a spectrum from blue to red. But I think...

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Wake

  This is where I give the introduction, an induction to that inward projection of that eye, outer, inner, that singular I, which allows me to open my doorways of perception to that hue of you which is you cast from the same source of light that is life that breathes life into both of us. In reflection. Someday, when the doors of perception are cleansed and consciousness knows not the boundaries...

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the Complex Life at the Edge of Chaos

Life, the complex conundrum which requires a balance somewhere between holding the fires of self guided passion within and holding them without. To stay warm without being burnt, to warm without burning.  The middle flame in a complex life at the edge of chaos. No doubt, in my search for my longing for love, in discovering it in once again for the first time, shifting the colors of my...

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the Slow Down

I am shifting down after conquering 730 mile hitch-hiking journey, year long forest life, white tantra spirituality shift, break ups with significant others, state, faith, family and a last name change.I too, have also felt, as many of you have, the global and universal pulse of frustrations on so many levels.I too, have spent countless moments wondering what I can do in the wake...

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Sacred Androgyny

Underneath the flesh lies the truth: A cosmic astrological compilation of the unified sacred feminine and sacred masculine trying to match the inner world with the outer world. [ Discover your astrological natal chart and then how much feminine and masculine you hold.] In discovering this balance the rise of feminism, environmentalism and other isms have taken hold to attempt to answer that...

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Discover the Labors of Love

If I am to adorn a badge, title, or position of permanent fixity to the character that is "I", it is my hope that it be 'light', that source which we all illuminate when given life. That life, my light: my own being, touching and being touched by others largely in the unthinkable, unspoken, hushed vast tones that stirs,  mixes,  meshes all gradients of all into an interwoven...

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Fateful Destiny

"Never surrender your hopes and dreams to the fateful limitations others have placed on their own lives. The vision of your true destiny does not reside within the blinkered outlook of the naysayers and the doom prophets. Judge not by their words, but accept advice based on the evidence of actual results. Do not be surprised should you find a complete absence of anything mystical or miraculous...

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The Single Mystery

 "Tantra is a wild mother tiger - if you approach her with right motivation, right intention, and integrity, she'll suckle you at her breast; but if you come to her in a sloppy way, she'll rip apart your body-mind, eat you for dinner, and shit out what's left." - Prem Pranama   I have become ripped apart in my spiritual explorations, scattered like puzzle pieces tossed to and fro...

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There Are No Mistakes - Only Lessons Learned.

What if?  Ever take a spin on the multi-verse imaging what could have been and might be if the path taken was different than the one chosen?  To suppose that perhaps another life was meant, that you were sent to take upon? Perhaps, a longing to be someone else, an admiration of a finger print that never was but might be.. ..rather than what is and has become.When I think about...

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Resurrect the Jesus Christ, the Buddha within

Jesus Christ is a title, more than a name, a single being.  It's meaning is "the anointed one". Within every being is the ability to resurrect themselves to a state of redemption, to take upon the title and become anointed, to walk as the Jesus Christ. The power to do so is not in a creed, a religious structure or box template but beating in your chest, giving rest to that breath,...

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