Discover the Labors of Love

If I am to adorn a badge, title, or position of permanent fixity to the character that is "I", it is my hope that it be 'light', that source which we all illuminate when given life. That life, my light: my own being, touching and being touched by others largely in the unthinkable, unspoken, hushed vast tones that stirs,  mixes,  meshes all gradients of all into an interwoven...

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Fateful Destiny

"Never surrender your hopes and dreams to the fateful limitations others have placed on their own lives. The vision of your true destiny does not reside within the blinkered outlook of the naysayers and the doom prophets. Judge not by their words, but accept advice based on the evidence of actual results. Do not be surprised should you find a complete absence of anything mystical or miraculous...

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The Single Mystery

 "Tantra is a wild mother tiger - if you approach her with right motivation, right intention, and integrity, she'll suckle you at her breast; but if you come to her in a sloppy way, she'll rip apart your body-mind, eat you for dinner, and shit out what's left." - Prem Pranama   I have become ripped apart in my spiritual explorations, scattered like puzzle pieces tossed to and fro...

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There Are No Mistakes - Only Lessons Learned.

What if?  Ever take a spin on the multi-verse imaging what could have been and might be if the path taken was different than the one chosen?  To suppose that perhaps another life was meant, that you were sent to take upon? Perhaps, a longing to be someone else, an admiration of a finger print that never was but might be.. ..rather than what is and has become.When I think about...

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Resurrect the Jesus Christ, the Buddha within

Jesus Christ is a title, more than a name, a single being.  It's meaning is "the anointed one". Within every being is the ability to resurrect themselves to a state of redemption, to take upon the title and become anointed, to walk as the Jesus Christ. The power to do so is not in a creed, a religious structure or box template but beating in your chest, giving rest to that breath,...

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I know my name as it's called

When you are exposed to a last namesake for so long, that namesakes lasting multi-generational epigenetics of stored traumas become your life and reality.  At a young age, not knowing better, you excuse the trauma and normalize their place in your life. I am no longer at that young and idealistic age that is able to excuse the unspoken but real traumas of my last namesake.  I...

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Just Add Color

I suppose we can suppose there are chapters to every life lived and given, some more subtle than others.  Me?  I'd like to deem I burst open new pages with an urgency to seek out what is beneath. As such, I am drawing my White Tantra Kundalini practice of years inward from clothing worn outward and breathing colors into my life after 4 years of doing very extensive spiritual...

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Story

More stations, deviations, contemplations that have no conclusive end So I walk back to see if there ever was a begin To see if anything was ever plugged in Benign it feels strained, pained, drained to the dripping drop What was the reality of everything I was taught? Who am I? What is this? What is needed to grow? Which way shall this flow? I smash the radio cause the stations don't seem to conclude The...

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White Tantra: Energy Movement for the Sacred Sexual Soul

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a life lived

infinite beings in finite bodies cry infant wet tears torn to bare that is born worn from visions shattered scattered into the winds dreams deemed tares of what ifs could haves may beens bent around latched door conundrums  the key is not the expectation rather the realization that what was what is and will be shall be symbols of the story  book ends to to ends begin to begin to give definition...

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